Dear Friend
i know we haven't spoken in two years
and i've owed you an apology since that night
i took your authenticity and generosity
and i hocked a loogie and spat on your kindness
i hope you take no offense to me calling you Friend
for you were more Friend than i deserved
losing my self in any moment
avoiding the thoughts and self-hate that filled my cranium
was more important to me
than recognizing the humanity in humans
living that life, surrounded me with people doing selfish things
you were different
i remember that
i can never undo what i did
and the word sorry echoes more empty than an abandoned wishing well
sincerely,
adam
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