1am in bed, sleeping
2am sleeping
3am sleeping
4am still sleeping
5am sleeping
6am alarm sounds, turn it off, keep sleeping
7am feet to floor
8am breakfast done
9am phone rings, world changes
10am denial
11am anger
12pm sadness
1pm more anger and denial
2pm my whole soul and being want to go back to 5am, still sleeping
3pm crying pours out of me, like under-the-kitchen-sink bucket compost pours into the yard bin
4pm anger that crying hurt a little and didn't help at all
5pm lunch
6pm angry words at my favourite picture on... our walls
7pm i put the fracterd picture, the mangled frame, the shards of glass in the garbage can uner the kitchen sink. beside the compost
8pm walking, angry that the world is so... normal, uninterrupted
9pm ignoring phone calls
10pm internet surfing
11pm not sleeping
12am not sleeping
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