the dog snores
she gave up on finishing her to-do list hours ago
laughing in her dreams at my useless commitment
trying to climb over a brick wall that has no top
watching me climb above the clouds
scratching my fingers and knees to bleeding
still
i climb
February 26, 2013
February 24, 2013
February 22, 2013
#1356 reading between the lines
we used to read between the lines
now we read online
we used to read for meaning
now we keep meaning to read
we used to have a table of contents
now we've taken content off the table
we are putting the sin
in syntax
now we read online
we used to read for meaning
now we keep meaning to read
we used to have a table of contents
now we've taken content off the table
we are putting the sin
in syntax
#1355 second hand opinion
i used to read
and now i skim
to get lost beyond the clock
for hours
in a way that hours is but a misnomer
now i get lost in multi-tasking and busy-ness
in a way way that fills time
murdering time
killing time
and now i skim
to get lost beyond the clock
for hours
in a way that hours is but a misnomer
now i get lost in multi-tasking and busy-ness
in a way way that fills time
murdering time
killing time
February 21, 2013
#1354 larry
the bear spoke
and my tongue helped my ears listen
i sat in the office chair in front of his desk
he told me ugly truth
and made me hear something, i somewhere already knew
and i wish i said thank you
and my tongue helped my ears listen
i sat in the office chair in front of his desk
he told me ugly truth
and made me hear something, i somewhere already knew
and i wish i said thank you
#1353 mastur of your own destiny
i saw you in line
you playing on stage
just you and your guitar
you were with all your friends
and i hoped you'd think of me
the next time you touched yourself
i noticed your hair
you were blonde
your hair was red
best brunette my eyes ever seen
and won't you please think of me
alone under your duvet
your clever jokes
you never spoke a word
we shared a look
we shared an aisle on the plane
and i hope i'm in your mind
in your hotel room tonight
my eyes fell in love with yours
i never saw your front
now let me be blunt
behind those closed eyes
picture me, as you touch your
self
you playing on stage
just you and your guitar
you were with all your friends
and i hoped you'd think of me
the next time you touched yourself
i noticed your hair
you were blonde
your hair was red
best brunette my eyes ever seen
and won't you please think of me
alone under your duvet
your clever jokes
you never spoke a word
we shared a look
we shared an aisle on the plane
and i hope i'm in your mind
in your hotel room tonight
my eyes fell in love with yours
i never saw your front
now let me be blunt
behind those closed eyes
picture me, as you touch your
self
February 19, 2013
#1352 like a baby birdie
when do you say, enough
when do you say no to a fellow human
and yes to yourself
when does too much kindness and patience and understanding
become a disservice to the receiver
there comes a time
when love comes
in the form
of a boot, in the ass
and we fly or we splat
but then the flight, or the failure, is ours
when do you say no to a fellow human
and yes to yourself
when does too much kindness and patience and understanding
become a disservice to the receiver
there comes a time
when love comes
in the form
of a boot, in the ass
and we fly or we splat
but then the flight, or the failure, is ours
February 18, 2013
#1351 knight and day
i'm an old man in a young man's body
surrounded by things we don't need
and they hurt me
my first memory of feeling old
was in a playpen
and they rushed around me
i am a knight's armour
i am a day's sundial
and i don't fit here
surrounded by things we don't need
and they hurt me
my first memory of feeling old
was in a playpen
and they rushed around me
i am a knight's armour
i am a day's sundial
and i don't fit here
February 17, 2013
#1350 dropping a sock from an armload of laundry
agh! i hate dropping things on the floor says she
leaving my mind playing with gravity
what if "what goes up must come down"
worked on people but not objects you see
what if everything you dropped fell up
soon the klutz's ceiling would be full up
we'd be sweeping and mopping our ceilings
only occasionally dusting the floors
the laundry socks, the carrot peels, the pen caps
would all fall
up to the rafters
why tall ceilings would need ultra-long mops and brooms
aren't you going to pick it up for me?
she asks over her full arms
and i notice that gravity has changed back to normal
and the furniture is no longer nailed down
leaving my mind playing with gravity
what if "what goes up must come down"
worked on people but not objects you see
what if everything you dropped fell up
soon the klutz's ceiling would be full up
we'd be sweeping and mopping our ceilings
only occasionally dusting the floors
the laundry socks, the carrot peels, the pen caps
would all fall
up to the rafters
why tall ceilings would need ultra-long mops and brooms
aren't you going to pick it up for me?
she asks over her full arms
and i notice that gravity has changed back to normal
and the furniture is no longer nailed down
February 16, 2013
#1349 the musings of a schoolteacher on June 22nd alone with his red wine and regrets and paycheques
1000 hours
and what to show
but some scribblings that will last less than a minute
in the june beach's bonfire
and maybe a few extra four letter words on inside-covers
and etched into desks
what did i achieve
1000 times 30
30000 human hours
3.43 human years
and what did i give them?
what did i give humanity?
what did i give the collective?
and what to show
but some scribblings that will last less than a minute
in the june beach's bonfire
and maybe a few extra four letter words on inside-covers
and etched into desks
what did i achieve
1000 times 30
30000 human hours
3.43 human years
and what did i give them?
what did i give humanity?
what did i give the collective?
#1348 the institution
guard the exits
keep them in
entertain them if you need to
but don't let them out
keep them in lines
give them praise and give them punishment
but guard the exits
from 8:30 until 3
keep them in
entertain them if you need to
but don't let them out
keep them in lines
give them praise and give them punishment
but guard the exits
from 8:30 until 3
February 15, 2013
#1347 infinitely parallel
i'm the engineer on this here train
the train and i are friends
both relics of an age we miss
the present is a gift
but so is the past
these tracks
infinitely parallel
fit my life better than any information highway
my whistle may annoy you
or it may amuse you
but the whistle is a language that i will fight to keep
even knowing it will die
the train and i are friends
both relics of an age we miss
the present is a gift
but so is the past
these tracks
infinitely parallel
fit my life better than any information highway
my whistle may annoy you
or it may amuse you
but the whistle is a language that i will fight to keep
even knowing it will die
February 14, 2013
#1346 i am
a klutz
each day a bumbling stumble
and a bump into the furniture
with a bruise on the knee
but once in a while
the stumble grows grace
turning into an eloquent dance
such is life
February 13, 2013
#1345 happy february 14th (and every other day) to everyone
grating the cheese
stretching the fitted sheet into place
emptying the dishwasher
these are the ways that valentines
is not just one day
no what the marketers make us think
stretching the fitted sheet into place
emptying the dishwasher
these are the ways that valentines
is not just one day
no what the marketers make us think
February 12, 2013
#1344 social not working
social networking
is not working socially
four of us sit in a room all stare at various screens
i throw my phone at the floor
out of frustration with the for of us and our society
the screen cracks on the hardwood floor
then the others text each other and their other "friends"
what's his problem
is not working socially
four of us sit in a room all stare at various screens
i throw my phone at the floor
out of frustration with the for of us and our society
the screen cracks on the hardwood floor
then the others text each other and their other "friends"
what's his problem
February 11, 2013
#1343 if you're gonna buy a 12-string, you better learn to play
fingers and strings endings beginnings
sound flows from string through ear to body
out the fingers to the air
again
again
again
sound flows from string through ear to body
out the fingers to the air
again
again
again
February 10, 2013
#1342 shelter is a feeling
hampers and closets
under tables and inside cupboards
behind doors and on behind furniture
separate worlds
appreciated only by the young
under tables and inside cupboards
behind doors and on behind furniture
separate worlds
appreciated only by the young
February 9, 2013
#1341 now i get it
after days of cloudy
the sun slid out
spreading blue around it
a fresh breath of clarity
the sun slid out
spreading blue around it
a fresh breath of clarity
February 8, 2013
#1340 stercus canis
february snow melts thin in march
and brown flowers burst open everywhere
especially alongside trails
stemless, varying in size, with a distinct odour
i notice the juxtaposition, brown on white
but then a late snowfall
and the blossoms close and comoflage
and brown flowers burst open everywhere
especially alongside trails
stemless, varying in size, with a distinct odour
i notice the juxtaposition, brown on white
but then a late snowfall
and the blossoms close and comoflage
February 7, 2013
#1339 why doesn't he want me?
anger is a door
and behind it
sadness
grief
regret
anger is the result of keeping tears in
and behind it
sadness
grief
regret
anger is the result of keeping tears in
February 6, 2013
#1338 4-foot purple rhino
honey, we are the biggest stuffy at the county fair
so big your arms can't reach around
we are what people spend all their money trying to win
they fill their lives so full, they go without happiness
but you and i know happiness is within
they can keep all their cars and view-blocking houses and money
i'll keep your smile at the end of the day any day
so big your arms can't reach around
we are what people spend all their money trying to win
they fill their lives so full, they go without happiness
but you and i know happiness is within
they can keep all their cars and view-blocking houses and money
i'll keep your smile at the end of the day any day
February 5, 2013
#1337 the hero's plummet
there is no trail to disappointment more great or more guaranteed
than to believe in people
as sure as people will breathe out less oxygen than they breathe in
stealing what they can for their own lugs
and claiming the act as a gift for the flora
as sure as that
people will let you down
they will strap on cramp-ons for the purpose of jumping on your heart
and still
i go on believing
than to believe in people
as sure as people will breathe out less oxygen than they breathe in
stealing what they can for their own lugs
and claiming the act as a gift for the flora
as sure as that
people will let you down
they will strap on cramp-ons for the purpose of jumping on your heart
and still
i go on believing
#1336 he's a man
who believes
fingernails are for gettin dirty
not for no 60 a minute on qwerty
born two generations behind
he's a man
alone in his kind
in an age when honesty and hard work
are cobweb filled fables
he tries for the rule
of two ears and one mouth
but he's been waitin his turn to speak
since '79
and he's always waitin
behind
the back of the line
fingernails are for gettin dirty
not for no 60 a minute on qwerty
born two generations behind
he's a man
alone in his kind
in an age when honesty and hard work
are cobweb filled fables
he tries for the rule
of two ears and one mouth
but he's been waitin his turn to speak
since '79
and he's always waitin
behind
the back of the line
February 4, 2013
#1335 hay
with bales as balustrades
we spent hours in the haymow
building and controlling huge tiny rooms and tunnels
our bare arms filled with red dots
and when we decided the bales were hay, and no longer secret castle parts
we did backflips from above and landed on the hay
those bales are part of who i am
the part that will remind me
to let my kids get dirty
we spent hours in the haymow
building and controlling huge tiny rooms and tunnels
our bare arms filled with red dots
and when we decided the bales were hay, and no longer secret castle parts
we did backflips from above and landed on the hay
those bales are part of who i am
the part that will remind me
to let my kids get dirty
February 1, 2013
#1334 on reserve
alone on a flat road
running
knowing people are watching, even when they're not
ready to judge
some judge that he's too fast
showing up others
some judge he's too slow
still,
he runs
running
knowing people are watching, even when they're not
ready to judge
some judge that he's too fast
showing up others
some judge he's too slow
still,
he runs
January 27, 2013
#1333 coronary scar tissue
...tell me
where you been?
two pounds of flesh who never sinned
tell me
how's it work?
how you leave a world who never let you in
tell me
do they stick you in a room full of your own kind?
or let you, a mask of substitution find
tell me
if we ever get to meet?
would you nod as you walk in shoes that belong under someone else's feet
tell me
what was my mistake?
my heart won't listen to my head, when it comes to that debate
where you been?
two pounds of flesh who never sinned
tell me
how's it work?
how you leave a world who never let you in
tell me
do they stick you in a room full of your own kind?
or let you, a mask of substitution find
tell me
if we ever get to meet?
would you nod as you walk in shoes that belong under someone else's feet
tell me
what was my mistake?
my heart won't listen to my head, when it comes to that debate
#1333 idol no more
i will not worship logos and brand names
technology and gadgets
keep active your idle lies
but i will no longer idolize
we are an empire in decline
technology and gadgets
keep active your idle lies
but i will no longer idolize
we are an empire in decline
#1332 brownie points
keep your points
i see they add up to nothing but trouble
i'll choose the brownies
you keep your points
brownies exist
they taste better than points
so you keep your points
i see they add up to nothing but trouble
i'll choose the brownies
you keep your points
brownies exist
they taste better than points
so you keep your points
January 26, 2013
#1331 alone
her mumbled prayers
fall on an earless world
it's not that the world is mean
just that they don't care
insults would be welcome
fall on an earless world
it's not that the world is mean
just that they don't care
insults would be welcome
January 24, 2013
#1330 what are the rules today?
there were three of us playing hockey
in a gravel yard
one goalie, and two one-man teams
the rule was you needed to clear the orange ball
past the line drawn by the biggest heel
before you could score
otherwise, your goal counted for the opponent
you had to work hard, in order to accomplish a goal...
in a gravel yard
one goalie, and two one-man teams
the rule was you needed to clear the orange ball
past the line drawn by the biggest heel
before you could score
otherwise, your goal counted for the opponent
you had to work hard, in order to accomplish a goal...
#1329 time to sharpen tips?
shouldn't one hit the bullseye?
the last 124 darts i've thrown
have hit the wall
and i'm about to
how can i not begin to think it's me
think about quitting
now even if i hit the red eye
i will wonder... skill or luck
but still i throw
hoping
maybe this one
the last 124 darts i've thrown
have hit the wall
and i'm about to
how can i not begin to think it's me
think about quitting
now even if i hit the red eye
i will wonder... skill or luck
but still i throw
hoping
maybe this one
#1328 "talkin bout my..."
i'm sorry
for coddling you
for letting you think you could win all the time
for being too kind
for my well-intention mistakes
for not spanking
for over-providing
for letting you think a safe roof was a right that was owed to you
i hope you do better
for coddling you
for letting you think you could win all the time
for being too kind
for my well-intention mistakes
for not spanking
for over-providing
for letting you think a safe roof was a right that was owed to you
i hope you do better
#1327 argh
the driveway is shovelled
the dishes are done
tomorrow's lunch is packed
the bed is made and I climb in
then
i remember the load in the washer
the dishes are done
tomorrow's lunch is packed
the bed is made and I climb in
then
i remember the load in the washer
January 22, 2013
#1326 say cheese
we used to fill about one photo album every two years
a photo album, a physical book with plastic slots
and pull them out, flipping, building new old memories
now, we take that many pictures in a weekend away
then never look at them again
just stress that we didn't back them up
maybe we need to back up
a photo album, a physical book with plastic slots
and pull them out, flipping, building new old memories
now, we take that many pictures in a weekend away
then never look at them again
just stress that we didn't back them up
maybe we need to back up
#1325 put the kettle on
visits, i love visits
without texting ahead to arrange a spot to maximize both parties
just plain old-fashioned visits
maybe dropping off homemade soup and cornbread
letting people know you were driving by and thinking of them
visits, that's what creates community
without texting ahead to arrange a spot to maximize both parties
just plain old-fashioned visits
maybe dropping off homemade soup and cornbread
letting people know you were driving by and thinking of them
visits, that's what creates community
January 21, 2013
#1324 yes, it makes your butt look fat. because your butt is fat. I love you, and you have a fat butt. Get over it. Either do something (healthy) to make your butt smaller, or, be okay with having a big butt.
how do you tell a friend a hurtful truth
we grew up thinking the truth grew with flowers
but today it is an invasive weed
do i be a good friend and have her hate me
or do i play a role in the play, Nothing's Wrong
we grew up thinking the truth grew with flowers
but today it is an invasive weed
do i be a good friend and have her hate me
or do i play a role in the play, Nothing's Wrong
#1323 please hate me, not my dog
to the woman who yelled at me for having my dog off leash
you were right
yes, i was outside of the designated off-leash area (by less than 10 feet)
yes, i was breaking the rules
yes, my dog ran toward you, and get that must be scary, especially at night
if i knew you'd be scared, i would have leashed her until our paths passed
to the woman who yelled at me for having my dog off leash
there is a lot you (and I) can learn from my dog
Lexi (my black Lab) loves everyone, even people she's never met, she assumes the best
she gives them the benefit of the tail-wag
Lexi always lives in the moment
in Lexi's doggie brain, a simple treat or bum-scratch can fix any problem
to the woman who yelled at me for having my dog off leash
i will let her off leash again
nothing against you, and thanks for making me think harder about it
but i want to live in a world where dogs run and jump and play
i will put her on leash immediately if we share a trail again
if i see you in time
wag more, growl less
you were right
yes, i was outside of the designated off-leash area (by less than 10 feet)
yes, i was breaking the rules
yes, my dog ran toward you, and get that must be scary, especially at night
if i knew you'd be scared, i would have leashed her until our paths passed
to the woman who yelled at me for having my dog off leash
there is a lot you (and I) can learn from my dog
Lexi (my black Lab) loves everyone, even people she's never met, she assumes the best
she gives them the benefit of the tail-wag
Lexi always lives in the moment
in Lexi's doggie brain, a simple treat or bum-scratch can fix any problem
to the woman who yelled at me for having my dog off leash
i will let her off leash again
nothing against you, and thanks for making me think harder about it
but i want to live in a world where dogs run and jump and play
i will put her on leash immediately if we share a trail again
if i see you in time
wag more, growl less
#1322 we are running out of change
the penny is an antique
people pay plastic
because that's what we've become
the man on the corner bows his head
and asks for some change
but the world is running out
and all he gets is avoided eye-contact and dirty looks
people pay plastic
because that's what we've become
the man on the corner bows his head
and asks for some change
but the world is running out
and all he gets is avoided eye-contact and dirty looks
#1321 unless you're a pig
there are some problems in my life that bacon can't solve
...
i can't think of any on the spot... but i'm sure they exist
what better way to start a day?
cooked just the way you like
and the smell, the smell...
hard to imagine anyone having a bad day that starts with bacon...
...
i can't think of any on the spot... but i'm sure they exist
what better way to start a day?
cooked just the way you like
and the smell, the smell...
hard to imagine anyone having a bad day that starts with bacon...
#1320 echo
you sit in california
reading my words
counting my rhythm
in fourths and in thirds
i sit in the north pouring forth
crumbs and crumbles, bits and pieces hoping someone reads this
you keep me coming back hoping that
today the crumbles and crumbs, pieces and bits
hits
changes a soul, a sole soul
thanks for readin and believin
thanks for coming to my drumming
thanks for making me think the echo is a voice who cares
reading my words
counting my rhythm
in fourths and in thirds
i sit in the north pouring forth
crumbs and crumbles, bits and pieces hoping someone reads this
you keep me coming back hoping that
today the crumbles and crumbs, pieces and bits
hits
changes a soul, a sole soul
thanks for readin and believin
thanks for coming to my drumming
thanks for making me think the echo is a voice who cares
#1319 boutin' me
feelin holey
wantin to feel holy
wholly holy
wishin i could voice this feelin and
let it wash out through the scuppers of my mind
second guessing all my words and actions
wishin i could re-write a million moments
so i could build this world into one in which i wasn't an idiot
thinkin they're all thinkin, bad about me
wantin to feel holy
wholly holy
wishin i could voice this feelin and
let it wash out through the scuppers of my mind
second guessing all my words and actions
wishin i could re-write a million moments
so i could build this world into one in which i wasn't an idiot
thinkin they're all thinkin, bad about me
#1318 ink
i see a word tattooed on her arm
chinese characters on caucasian skin
i imagine what it could say
gramma because that's the arm that carried the coffin
daughter because that's who she misses most
fuck because she has a sense of humour
taylor swift because she's a fan
"can i take a picture of you tattoo"
she plays it cool and says "Yeah, sure"
acting all better-hurry-i-have-important-people-and-meetings-to-see-to
but her interior shows through
proud and impressed that someone wants a picture of a tattoo
"what's it mean?"
"i dunno, i just like the way it looked"
"cool"
i show it to my only friend that can read chinese
(does that sound like i only have one friend?
anyway, she says it is a nonsense character, holding no meaning
but i want to believe that even nonsense characters, hold meaning
chinese characters on caucasian skin
i imagine what it could say
gramma because that's the arm that carried the coffin
daughter because that's who she misses most
fuck because she has a sense of humour
taylor swift because she's a fan
"can i take a picture of you tattoo"
she plays it cool and says "Yeah, sure"
acting all better-hurry-i-have-important-people-and-meetings-to-see-to
but her interior shows through
proud and impressed that someone wants a picture of a tattoo
"what's it mean?"
"i dunno, i just like the way it looked"
"cool"
i show it to my only friend that can read chinese
(does that sound like i only have one friend?
anyway, she says it is a nonsense character, holding no meaning
but i want to believe that even nonsense characters, hold meaning
#1317 surrounded by crap
humanity trumps humans
humanity is predictable and kind
not random and mean
humanity loves all
humans love themselves
humanity is beautiful and admirable and holy
and there is nothing
to stop humans from becoming a living humanity
humanity is predictable and kind
not random and mean
humanity loves all
humans love themselves
humanity is beautiful and admirable and holy
and there is nothing
to stop humans from becoming a living humanity
#1316 re-gret
you makin me gret again
and hopin my world can be, great again
make me feel good again
begin again
and again and again
you makin me gret all over again
and say, like ol' Blue Eyes,
i did it my way
but those words hold an empty achin, feelin
i'm home alone grettin in the chair again
please make my word great again
and hopin my world can be, great again
make me feel good again
begin again
and again and again
you makin me gret all over again
and say, like ol' Blue Eyes,
i did it my way
but those words hold an empty achin, feelin
i'm home alone grettin in the chair again
please make my word great again
#1315 truth in sound
music changes time
time changes music
tune out the world with your headphones
or share your new best find with a friend you know will "get it"
music is for those who love to live
for those who struggle with the void between this world's reality and its potential
music identifies problems and solutions, and sometimes both
music doesn't make the world go round
but it does change the free ride
time changes music
tune out the world with your headphones
or share your new best find with a friend you know will "get it"
music is for those who love to live
for those who struggle with the void between this world's reality and its potential
music identifies problems and solutions, and sometimes both
music doesn't make the world go round
but it does change the free ride
January 16, 2013
January 15, 2013
#1312 1,2,3 up!
moving furniture makes old rooms new
new look, new perspective
spin a couch around
fill a corner
clear a space
making old space new
#1311 5:19pm
clouds fight sunset
fight with their dark story
against the light and the beauty
but, somehow
they only add to her beauty
as she shines through anyway
January 14, 2013
#1310 like monopoly
how did rudolph do it
the guy had a flashing nose
a flashing nose
like a zit that could be seen from the moon
he was the bottom
the other deer didn't even want to be seen sharing a carrot with the guy
and then, he made it cool
how did he do it
sure he had some help from the big guy
but he had something special himself
and not just a bright nose
something more special
something inside
the guy had a flashing nose
a flashing nose
like a zit that could be seen from the moon
he was the bottom
the other deer didn't even want to be seen sharing a carrot with the guy
and then, he made it cool
how did he do it
sure he had some help from the big guy
but he had something special himself
and not just a bright nose
something more special
something inside
#1309 the sound of a beer opening
somewhere is a quiet evening alone
a beer and a book
waiting
and maybe a snack
somewhere is a quiet couch
with no to-do lists
or guilt
or ringtones
and i need to find it soon
just for a little while
a beer
a book
and maybe a snack
a beer and a book
waiting
and maybe a snack
somewhere is a quiet couch
with no to-do lists
or guilt
or ringtones
and i need to find it soon
just for a little while
a beer
a book
and maybe a snack
January 13, 2013
#1308 blood
you are not my family
you never saw me in second hand diapers
never sent photos away in the mail to be developed, forgotten, and returned
you are not my family
we never played with pre-school sticks in the woods
we never played with adolescent matches in the same forest
you are not my family
but we build a fort
out of new memories instead of childhood couch cushions
you never saw me in second hand diapers
never sent photos away in the mail to be developed, forgotten, and returned
you are not my family
we never played with pre-school sticks in the woods
we never played with adolescent matches in the same forest
you are not my family
but we build a fort
out of new memories instead of childhood couch cushions
#1307 white rabbit
smoke in my nostrils
too close to the fire
tires burning
smoke rising
with memories and stories past
smoke, filling my view of the night sky
too close to the fire
tires burning
smoke rising
with memories and stories past
smoke, filling my view of the night sky
January 12, 2013
#1306 on hinges giving way
somewhere
40 feet down in my mind
20000 leagues deep in my soul
is a trapdoor
on which i stood and jumped
nothing
i jumped higher
still, nothing
i jumped as high as i knew how
CRASH
now i'm learning to fall
i've been falling for five months that begin with J
the thrill of the fall disappears
when we give up on landing
with no landing, are we falling?
or are we falling?
40 feet down in my mind
20000 leagues deep in my soul
is a trapdoor
on which i stood and jumped
nothing
i jumped higher
still, nothing
i jumped as high as i knew how
CRASH
now i'm learning to fall
i've been falling for five months that begin with J
the thrill of the fall disappears
when we give up on landing
with no landing, are we falling?
or are we falling?
#1305 here's to the school library, RIP, LOL
the school library seems to be going the way of typewriters and dodo birds
and common sense and fat TVs
of right-and-wrong and short-or-long
of clear morals and tidy consciences
and common sense and fat TVs
of right-and-wrong and short-or-long
of clear morals and tidy consciences
#1304 not much really, just the secret to life and immortality
good music and fresh air
good people and fresh ideas
good food and fresh perspective
good drink and fresh days
good freshness and fresh goodness
good people and fresh ideas
good food and fresh perspective
good drink and fresh days
good freshness and fresh goodness
#1303 stuck
music melts my bottom into the chair
musicians share a recorded moment
my head moves today
theirs did on the day of creation
they've moved on
so will i
musicians share a recorded moment
my head moves today
theirs did on the day of creation
they've moved on
so will i
January 11, 2013
#1302 10 to 2
playing badly and winning
feels better than playing well and losing
shouldn't
but does
you can tell me otherwise
but i can smell shallow lies
feels better than playing well and losing
shouldn't
but does
you can tell me otherwise
but i can smell shallow lies
January 9, 2013
#1301 cutting the cheese
poetry does not hide under special leaves in warm rainfalls
it does not poor forth from secluded waterfalls
it does not fly on the wings of an eagle flying between the poet's eye and the sunshine
or at least not just in those places
poetry lives in the brick-wall grime rimming the the mechanic's calendar
poetry sings in the farting muffler of the teenager's pick-up ripping up the main strip for the sixth time since supper
poetry is the three day old mark left on the knife from cutting cheap orange cheddar
it does not poor forth from secluded waterfalls
it does not fly on the wings of an eagle flying between the poet's eye and the sunshine
or at least not just in those places
poetry lives in the brick-wall grime rimming the the mechanic's calendar
poetry sings in the farting muffler of the teenager's pick-up ripping up the main strip for the sixth time since supper
poetry is the three day old mark left on the knife from cutting cheap orange cheddar
#1300 a small fire
candles don't dance, they fight
they fight for air
we judge them as "nice"
say the flame is "dancing"
sometimes fighters don't look like fighters
they fight for air
we judge them as "nice"
say the flame is "dancing"
sometimes fighters don't look like fighters
#1299 respect the sharp knife, fear the dull one
the knife slid along the pepper that looks like a rolling stones' tongue
then slid right off
onto and into skin
spilling a different shade of red than the pepper
then slid right off
onto and into skin
spilling a different shade of red than the pepper
#1298 poinsetta
when do we throw out the poinsetta
new years?
back to school?
when the petals go brown?
do we wait for rot?
why do we squeeze every moment out of good things
squeezing
choking
killing
new years?
back to school?
when the petals go brown?
do we wait for rot?
why do we squeeze every moment out of good things
squeezing
choking
killing
#1297 in my bed, flopping like a dying fish
underwater
floating
fighting buoyancy and physics
watching my own face,
cheeks like Dizzy Gillespie
this mental activity affects me physically
floating
fighting buoyancy and physics
watching my own face,
cheeks like Dizzy Gillespie
this mental activity affects me physically
#1296 sane serif
Normal
is a default font
to define Normal beyond that
is to call the majority crazy
which, thought maybe accurate, seems too simple
in addition to being a default
Normal can be a fault
if only we could highlight and click
as we please
then the world would be a simple
(albeit humourless)
place
is a default font
to define Normal beyond that
is to call the majority crazy
which, thought maybe accurate, seems too simple
in addition to being a default
Normal can be a fault
if only we could highlight and click
as we please
then the world would be a simple
(albeit humourless)
place
#1295 old loves and old underwear
i have forgotten
old underwear
your birthday
our anniversary
your favourite colour
the last time i thought of you
your age
our secrets
your faults
the things i loved about you
i'm glad we met
you are one of the colours in the portrait that is me
and i'm glad i threw you out
old underwear
your birthday
our anniversary
your favourite colour
the last time i thought of you
your age
our secrets
your faults
the things i loved about you
i'm glad we met
you are one of the colours in the portrait that is me
and i'm glad i threw you out
#1294 despite good intentions
despite good intentions
i am the counter that can't remember being clean
the drain that's never been drain-o'ed
the dog hair-filled kitchen floor
the overflowing laundry basket
the stained toilet bowl
the grimy fridge door
i am the counter that can't remember being clean
the drain that's never been drain-o'ed
the dog hair-filled kitchen floor
the overflowing laundry basket
the stained toilet bowl
the grimy fridge door
January 5, 2013
#1293 white noise
i think the best qualified person should get the job
not to be racist or anything, but
i have this black friend who
it has a high "first nations" population
the chinese are stealing "our" jobs
she is a tribute to her race
so there was this guy, a huge guy, and he was black
white noise... is putting us to sleep
not to be racist or anything, but
i have this black friend who
it has a high "first nations" population
the chinese are stealing "our" jobs
she is a tribute to her race
so there was this guy, a huge guy, and he was black
white noise... is putting us to sleep
January 4, 2013
#1292 let's rethink
we are waste deep
buying furniture designed to look good on the showroom floor
replacing a year later
falling for disposable convenience
filling our landfills
filling our voids
emptying our morals
emptying common sense
buying furniture designed to look good on the showroom floor
replacing a year later
falling for disposable convenience
filling our landfills
filling our voids
emptying our morals
emptying common sense
#1291 10cm and still falling
snow falls
greying and shortening the sky
bootprints and brown flowers disappear
the latter only until spring
two weeks of action
are covered
the zen garden raked ivory
January 3, 2013
#1290 AKQJ1098765432
i am simple
i like to uni-task
i like heart-to-hearts
i like downtime
i like reading
and thinking
sometimes i like breaking things
like stereotypes and old ways of thinking
i am a traditionalist
but i'm (in theory) for polygamy and public nudity
i dream of simplifying
passing on 90% of what i own
i stress when the phone rings and when i get unidentified mail
i miss playing more solitaire (the old-fashion kind, with playing cards)
i am simple
i like to uni-task
i like to uni-task
i like heart-to-hearts
i like downtime
i like reading
and thinking
sometimes i like breaking things
like stereotypes and old ways of thinking
i am a traditionalist
but i'm (in theory) for polygamy and public nudity
i dream of simplifying
passing on 90% of what i own
i stress when the phone rings and when i get unidentified mail
i miss playing more solitaire (the old-fashion kind, with playing cards)
i am simple
i like to uni-task
#1289 solitude below zero
cold temperatures pull us into ourselves
closed hoods and hands down in pockets
closed shoulders and eyes down on our own feet
we climb inside ourselves
even when thawing in front of fireplaces
this is not good or bad
correction, this is good and bad
though
i am glad we when we go above zero
and i climb out of myself
closed hoods and hands down in pockets
closed shoulders and eyes down on our own feet
we climb inside ourselves
even when thawing in front of fireplaces
this is not good or bad
correction, this is good and bad
though
i am glad we when we go above zero
and i climb out of myself
January 2, 2013
#1288 deserving fudge
how can a soul connect to a weird box and six strings
how can such a strange invention allow a soul to speak in something more true than words
how can six chords sometimes trump 26 characters
the player's eyes close
his head moves like a bullrider's
his body sways
in and beyond time
he is somewhere between here and gone
he is connected to something after tomorrow and before yesterday
how can such a strange invention allow a soul to speak in something more true than words
how can six chords sometimes trump 26 characters
the player's eyes close
his head moves like a bullrider's
his body sways
in and beyond time
he is somewhere between here and gone
he is connected to something after tomorrow and before yesterday
#1287 reflection
we would rather stand up and damn the man
than damn well stand up and be men
what's easiest:
to damn "The Man"
to admit you are "The Man"
or to be a man
we point fingers at obstacles
instead of using our hands to remove those obstacles
we complain
com plain
being plain together
let's stop acting and let's start acting
the fault is no longer them or it
sure, blame media and corporations
but guess what
WE control them
WE are in chage
this... is our fault
than damn well stand up and be men
what's easiest:
to damn "The Man"
to admit you are "The Man"
or to be a man
we point fingers at obstacles
instead of using our hands to remove those obstacles
we complain
com plain
being plain together
let's stop acting and let's start acting
the fault is no longer them or it
sure, blame media and corporations
but guess what
WE control them
WE are in chage
this... is our fault
#1286 fact and fiction
favourite motherly advice (upon breaking up)
the best way to get over someone- is to get under someone else
second favourite motherly advice (upon threatening to slit wrists during exam week)
okay, just do it outside, dear
third favourite motherly advice (upon choosing not to slit wrists)
don't worry dear, your average isn't on your diploma or your paycheque
fourth favourite motherly advice (regarding the importance of children experiencing nature)
get outside before i throw you outside
the best way to get over someone- is to get under someone else
second favourite motherly advice (upon threatening to slit wrists during exam week)
okay, just do it outside, dear
third favourite motherly advice (upon choosing not to slit wrists)
don't worry dear, your average isn't on your diploma or your paycheque
fourth favourite motherly advice (regarding the importance of children experiencing nature)
get outside before i throw you outside
#1285 fewer than frowning
smile
as if you just found a $20 bill in last year's winter coat pocket
smile
as if, on the toilet, you just found a roll in the cupboard, when you thought you were out of tp
smile
as if you just heard a song you forgot used to be your favourite
smile
as if you're greeted at the door by a lab-retriever puppy
smile
as if you're rushed and you go to empty the dishwasher, but she's already done it
smile
smile
smile
as if you just found a $20 bill in last year's winter coat pocket
smile
as if, on the toilet, you just found a roll in the cupboard, when you thought you were out of tp
smile
as if you just heard a song you forgot used to be your favourite
smile
as if you're greeted at the door by a lab-retriever puppy
smile
as if you're rushed and you go to empty the dishwasher, but she's already done it
smile
smile
smile
#1284 boogers and farts and boogers and farts
grow up strong
grow up wise
grow up independent
grow up forgiving
grow up self-aware
grow up kind
grow up generous
but most of all, never
grow up completely
grow up wise
grow up independent
grow up forgiving
grow up self-aware
grow up kind
grow up generous
but most of all, never
grow up completely
January 1, 2013
#1283 a child is born
next year the tree's bottom will be nude
not just to avoid happy tails
but little fingers learning to clutch
new parents excited, new baby oblivious
around a tree
sheltering gifts from grandparents
not just to avoid happy tails
but little fingers learning to clutch
new parents excited, new baby oblivious
around a tree
sheltering gifts from grandparents
December 31, 2012
#1282 souvenirs
smoke
the only evidence of what once was solid
and even the smoke is floating away
not letting me catch anything but a smell on my clothes
still, tears in my eyes are souvenirs
of the life of the tree
the only evidence of what once was solid
and even the smoke is floating away
not letting me catch anything but a smell on my clothes
still, tears in my eyes are souvenirs
of the life of the tree
#1281 january
the worst annual job
de-decorating christmas
but still
after the worst
comes a sense of change
of new
de-decorating christmas
but still
after the worst
comes a sense of change
of new
December 30, 2012
#1280 365
january 1st brings my resolution
re-solution
a solution again
because i had the same three last year
i reslove
(re-solve)
the same things again
but this time i devote time
and i write them
and i share them
re-solution
a solution again
because i had the same three last year
i reslove
(re-solve)
the same things again
but this time i devote time
and i write them
and i share them
December 21, 2012
#1279 counting sheep
let me tell a vision
i will tell you a vision of walking at night on empty streets
while loving families stare blank at glowing screens
they watch the light until darkness covers
then they sleep so they can do it again
i count consecutive houses
my record is a baker's dozen
i will tell you a vision of walking at night on empty streets
while loving families stare blank at glowing screens
they watch the light until darkness covers
then they sleep so they can do it again
i count consecutive houses
my record is a baker's dozen
December 19, 2012
#1278 1am snowglobe
late night walk
solitude on the quietest night
watching snowflake shadows chase and race toward an imaginary finish line
winter butterflies on white canvas
i pass another streetlight
all the shadows change direction
dipping
swirling
laughing
streetlight- east
streetlight- west
streetlight- east
streetlight- west
until my feet turn in our driveway
and the canvas is still
solitude on the quietest night
watching snowflake shadows chase and race toward an imaginary finish line
winter butterflies on white canvas
i pass another streetlight
all the shadows change direction
dipping
swirling
laughing
streetlight- east
streetlight- west
streetlight- east
streetlight- west
until my feet turn in our driveway
and the canvas is still
December 18, 2012
#1277 clutter
a house full of clutter and love
a home full of stuff and support
a kitchen full of food and food for thought
a fridge full of mayonnaise and memories]
i'll take the love
even though it comes with clutter
a home full of stuff and support
a kitchen full of food and food for thought
a fridge full of mayonnaise and memories]
i'll take the love
even though it comes with clutter
December 17, 2012
#1276 o tannenbaum
symmetrical green perfection
garland hanging just right
bows equidistant
classic white lights
store-window perfection
and i'm looking forward to a messy tree
hung by little hands
a tree drowned in fistfuls of tinsel
a dry tree because the importance of watering will drop down the priority list
yes, a messy tree will be fine too
garland hanging just right
bows equidistant
classic white lights
store-window perfection
and i'm looking forward to a messy tree
hung by little hands
a tree drowned in fistfuls of tinsel
a dry tree because the importance of watering will drop down the priority list
yes, a messy tree will be fine too
December 12, 2012
#1275 and these are the minutes
time is the offspring of a three-headed tiger and a one-legged armadillo
no that makes no sense
but neither does time
kill it fill it
buy it spend it
time the friend you need
and the enemy's seed
time is an a$$%^1e and a grandmother
we love him, we hate him
we are him
i had a meeting with time...
no that makes no sense
but neither does time
kill it fill it
buy it spend it
time the friend you need
and the enemy's seed
time is an a$$%^1e and a grandmother
we love him, we hate him
we are him
i had a meeting with time...
December 11, 2012
#1273 4x6
two people, smiling, happy
inside a faux wood frame
framed in another time, another place
isolated, cut off
from today and the wall on which it hangs
separate
inside a faux wood frame
framed in another time, another place
isolated, cut off
from today and the wall on which it hangs
separate
December 10, 2012
#1272 portrait, black&white
my keyboard is my canvas
my wife is my model
my reader is my audience
how do i get the strokes just right
how do i let the audience know
how much she means,
how great she is,
how her smile spreads
i am an unworthy artist
but i'll give it a shot
my wife is my model
my reader is my audience
how do i get the strokes just right
how do i let the audience know
how much she means,
how great she is,
how her smile spreads
i am an unworthy artist
but i'll give it a shot
December 9, 2012
#1271 we are family
god threw all six of us together
him with eyes closed
tossing sticks north and south
and now we're on the same team
we might disagree, we might mock
but we're on one team
and yes, there's a scrambled "me" in team
but there is no me, without the team
him with eyes closed
tossing sticks north and south
and now we're on the same team
we might disagree, we might mock
but we're on one team
and yes, there's a scrambled "me" in team
but there is no me, without the team
December 8, 2012
#1270 second intermission
i will forever associate the smell of cheap hot chocolate
with the smell of cold small-town arena corridors
learning the rules for being in testosterone-filled buildings
learning to sound knowlegeable about sports
and to pretend that girls' opinions would never change my actions
learning to hide low self-confidence behind team coats
and to pretend that i'm not afraid of anyone
with the smell of cold small-town arena corridors
learning the rules for being in testosterone-filled buildings
learning to sound knowlegeable about sports
and to pretend that girls' opinions would never change my actions
learning to hide low self-confidence behind team coats
and to pretend that i'm not afraid of anyone
December 7, 2012
#1269 surrounded by reminders
the poinsetta sits on the table
staring at him
the phone rings
he ignores it
or maybe doesn't hear it
and still
the poinsetta sits on the table
staring at him
the phone rings
he ignores it
or maybe doesn't hear it
and still
the poinsetta sits on the table
December 6, 2012
#1268 lab report
i walked back from the hospital
in shock
retracing steps from when life was a luxury
watching my opposite steps
straight, consistent, predictable
and the other set, of the four legged variety
weaving, sporadic, adventurous
we pass through the park
i unclip the leash
she charges through 30 yards of six inch snow
only to dive into the six inch snow on the far end
i had no choice
i followed
in shock
retracing steps from when life was a luxury
watching my opposite steps
straight, consistent, predictable
and the other set, of the four legged variety
weaving, sporadic, adventurous
we pass through the park
i unclip the leash
she charges through 30 yards of six inch snow
only to dive into the six inch snow on the far end
i had no choice
i followed
December 5, 2012
#1267 standing on train tracks
(the horn is loud)
i don't stand here thinking of suicide
i stand here full of satisfaction
satisfaction and adrenaline
facing a concrete, tangible force
equal in size and velocity to the feelings that face me
each day i lift head from pillow
(SO loud)
happy to be able to face the challenge head on
without verbally or physically hurting those well-intentioned souls who think they are helping me
(SO LOUD. FINAL-
i don't stand here thinking of suicide
i stand here full of satisfaction
satisfaction and adrenaline
facing a concrete, tangible force
equal in size and velocity to the feelings that face me
each day i lift head from pillow
(SO loud)
happy to be able to face the challenge head on
without verbally or physically hurting those well-intentioned souls who think they are helping me
(SO LOUD. FINAL-
December 4, 2012
#1266 2 minutes on HIGH
the sound of his keys meeting the table echoed through emptiness
and he sat on the low part of the couch to meet the low part of his day
supper, quick and convenient
void of taste and filled with memories
still he sits
some nights tears fall, some nights they fail
and he sat on the low part of the couch to meet the low part of his day
supper, quick and convenient
void of taste and filled with memories
still he sits
some nights tears fall, some nights they fail
December 3, 2012
#1265 autobiographical
as a kid, time dragged on like a family home renovation
now, time speeds like the ground visible under the rear car mat
these similes are truly similar to similar truths from my life
and i would trade for nothing
even i am envious of this life
great people, special places, endless opportunity
now, time speeds like the ground visible under the rear car mat
these similes are truly similar to similar truths from my life
and i would trade for nothing
even i am envious of this life
great people, special places, endless opportunity
December 2, 2012
#1264 thinking outside the inbox
put it down, it's
killing us and magic and relaxation
put it down, it's
rude and inconsiderate and mean
put it down, it's
frustrating and isolating and insulting
put it down
you can check your e-mail later
killing us and magic and relaxation
put it down, it's
rude and inconsiderate and mean
put it down, it's
frustrating and isolating and insulting
put it down
you can check your e-mail later
November 29, 2012
#1263 all covered in cheese
i ate spaghetti
and i was 4 again
peaking up at the stovetop
i ate spaghetti
and i was 10 again
sitting with all my family
i ate spaghetti
and i was 19 again
visiting home for the weekend
i ate spaghetti
and was happy agin
chopping bits for my son in his high-chair
and i was 4 again
peaking up at the stovetop
i ate spaghetti
and i was 10 again
sitting with all my family
i ate spaghetti
and i was 19 again
visiting home for the weekend
i ate spaghetti
and was happy agin
chopping bits for my son in his high-chair
November 28, 2012
#1262 to pity or to hate
am i flotsam or am i jetsam
few care about the difference
but i do
am i the result of a wreck
left bobbing on the sea
discarded by circumstance
or am i the result of unwant
tossed overboard
discarded by choice
few care about the difference
but i do
am i the result of a wreck
left bobbing on the sea
discarded by circumstance
or am i the result of unwant
tossed overboard
discarded by choice
#1261 talking time
i switched clocks
but when i switched back,
the people were wrinkled and grey and slow
leaving me to wonder which is more
age's mark on them
or its mark on my perceptions
but when i switched back,
the people were wrinkled and grey and slow
leaving me to wonder which is more
age's mark on them
or its mark on my perceptions
November 27, 2012
#1260 falling from grey skies
and they say no two snowflakes are exactly alike
only, when they say it, they seem to be talking more about people
than about snow
and i suppose they're right
no two flakes are identical; no two people are identical
but most have identical fates
whether we swirl, plummet, are float
in the end, we end up on the ground
with too many others to count
and mostly only snowflakes can tell snowflakes apart
sure, any two snowflakes are different,
but when compared to anything else
those two flakes have more in common
than they do in separation
maybe we should talk about our similarities more
and our differences less
snow on
only, when they say it, they seem to be talking more about people
than about snow
and i suppose they're right
no two flakes are identical; no two people are identical
but most have identical fates
whether we swirl, plummet, are float
in the end, we end up on the ground
with too many others to count
and mostly only snowflakes can tell snowflakes apart
sure, any two snowflakes are different,
but when compared to anything else
those two flakes have more in common
than they do in separation
maybe we should talk about our similarities more
and our differences less
snow on
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