as a tree-climber, i saw loved both trees, as i do now, but with naivete
then, as i grew taller, the trees grew together
winding and turning and intertwining
and this shaped me
then life took me away for a time, across the lines of maps, through various colours of globes
and when i returned, i saw those two trees again
saw them choking one another, competing for all the sun in the sky
overshadowing, strangling, hurting
i sat
on the empty lawn
away from the shade and false comfort
i listened to myself cry
October 15, 2011
#894 road trip
i know a girl,straighter than a prairie highway double-solid
but one night with your body, would turn her into the cabot trail
your shoulders and your straight stretches
your loops and your beautiful bends
would turn her into a trans-sexual
to experience your trans-canada
the word miracle has been made as cliche as the needle in the haystack, by hallmark and human mouths
but i know a real miracle and that is this:
each night, i get to park my body alongside yours
but one night with your body, would turn her into the cabot trail
your shoulders and your straight stretches
your loops and your beautiful bends
would turn her into a trans-sexual
to experience your trans-canada
the word miracle has been made as cliche as the needle in the haystack, by hallmark and human mouths
but i know a real miracle and that is this:
each night, i get to park my body alongside yours
October 1, 2011
#893 smiling out
fraught is my life
fraud is my life
my life is fraught with fraud
my life is fraud with fraught
fraud is my username and my password
for banking, for loving, for singing
everything
because routine is easier than living
and the couch more seductive than the garden
although the crack behind her cushions
steals both my soul and my loonies
fraud is my life
my life is fraught with fraud
my life is fraud with fraught
fraud is my username and my password
for banking, for loving, for singing
everything
because routine is easier than living
and the couch more seductive than the garden
although the crack behind her cushions
steals both my soul and my loonies
#892 on a rainy october 1st
fog and rain and drear shrink my world
mountains and views disappear
shrinking my world
curtains are drawn and fires lit
shrinking my world
thoughts erase curtains and flames
an hour passes as i travel inside my head, inside myself
mountains and views disappear
shrinking my world
curtains are drawn and fires lit
shrinking my world
thoughts erase curtains and flames
an hour passes as i travel inside my head, inside myself
September 29, 2011
#891 here's to sprawl-mart
a great wedding gift
two wedding glasses
nicer than any we would've bought for ourselves
and here i stand, washing them
imagining a crack
two wedding glasses
nicer than any we would've bought for ourselves
and here i stand, washing them
imagining a crack
September 25, 2011
#890 mother mary
i buried mother mary, in the wet sands of time
dry landscape at my back, wet horizon ahead
i walked ahead until i was over my head
walked back to shore and drew a new name, in the wet sands of time
dry landscape at my back, wet horizon ahead
i walked ahead until i was over my head
walked back to shore and drew a new name, in the wet sands of time
September 22, 2011
#889 112
with a slight accent
and silent ignored tears
she marches on
and that will change, but it won't
the body will retire, the heart will persist
and silent ignored tears
she marches on
and that will change, but it won't
the body will retire, the heart will persist
September 21, 2011
#888 inspiration is a sneaky beast
inspiration is a sneaky beast
it can come from your garbage can
or your playlist
mine usually comes when i'm not looking for it
in fact, the more i force it, the more it hides
BUT
inspiration thrives in soil with at least some routine and a lot of epHort
it can come from your garbage can
or your playlist
mine usually comes when i'm not looking for it
in fact, the more i force it, the more it hides
BUT
inspiration thrives in soil with at least some routine and a lot of epHort
September 19, 2011
#887 the world is wet
the world is wet
water seeped into earth last night, inches deep
i listened from my pillow
water hit my tin roof
no wind
just dump-trucks of rain
now i watch stillness
as townspeople wake up silent
like the blossoms and the worms
water seeped into earth last night, inches deep
i listened from my pillow
water hit my tin roof
no wind
just dump-trucks of rain
now i watch stillness
as townspeople wake up silent
like the blossoms and the worms
September 18, 2011
#886 like gravity
solutions fall from trees
as i run through the forest
struggling to be under the right tree at the right moment
a force weighs on me no matter how many steps i run
the hip would sing
i need to believe in us tonight
or i need to be leavin' us tonight
we all fall down
as i run through the forest
struggling to be under the right tree at the right moment
a force weighs on me no matter how many steps i run
the hip would sing
i need to believe in us tonight
or i need to be leavin' us tonight
we all fall down
September 17, 2011
#885 mr. harper
you cannot call it a defence budget
if it is an american-offence assistant
helping them with offensive attacks
o-ffensive
if we insist on being strong and on the offense
let's spread love and peace
let us help those in need
through flood and famine and fear
then, we will have less need "to defend ourselves"
and when we do, we will have many friends wanting to help us
if it is an american-offence assistant
helping them with offensive attacks
o-ffensive
if we insist on being strong and on the offense
let's spread love and peace
let us help those in need
through flood and famine and fear
then, we will have less need "to defend ourselves"
and when we do, we will have many friends wanting to help us
September 16, 2011
#884 what's on
you are the yang to my 6 o'clock news
filling me with positive views
i am your
sit
calm
but i give you credits
you are the best of my prime time
and you forgive my juvenile rhyme
you are my favourite movie i watch a hundred times
enough that my lips know all your lines
but yet you always give me new release
in General you R my favourite show
comedy, drama, action
you've got it all
you make my breath run off a cliff and pause and fall like an animated anvil
i am the lead and you are the girl that i get; not "get" as in own, but as in understand
you are my rewind, my fast-forward and my play-on-words
you are my tv and i love to turn you on
you are my remote control and i love to curl up with you on the couch
my guide and i love to read you
i fall asleep to you and your static and snowstorming til morning
you, you are the yang to my 6 o'clock news
and you are my anchor, and the channel i choose
filling me with positive views
i am your
sit
calm
but i give you credits
you are the best of my prime time
and you forgive my juvenile rhyme
you are my favourite movie i watch a hundred times
enough that my lips know all your lines
but yet you always give me new release
in General you R my favourite show
comedy, drama, action
you've got it all
you make my breath run off a cliff and pause and fall like an animated anvil
i am the lead and you are the girl that i get; not "get" as in own, but as in understand
you are my rewind, my fast-forward and my play-on-words
you are my tv and i love to turn you on
you are my remote control and i love to curl up with you on the couch
my guide and i love to read you
i fall asleep to you and your static and snowstorming til morning
you, you are the yang to my 6 o'clock news
and you are my anchor, and the channel i choose
#883 a bundle of sticks (and stones)
the word started a fight
Fag
and i don't know which made me sadder
the, caller thinking the word was an insult
or the, insulted thinking the word was worth hitting fist into face
they put, male skin and hands to, male skin and
bodies rolling and grappling on the school's corridor floor
upping heartbeats and penetrating punches
together as artists they draw
they draw blood
on canvas of 12inch-by-12inch neutral tiles
all from violence
nothing from love
because male love is gross
despicable
ostracizable
yet using your birth-given hands hurting another human being is
worth bragging about in the cafeteria
adds points to status-counts
blame schools, blame kids, blame parents
politicians, and media
squeezing them into our babysitter-buildings by the hundreds
providing each a, half-locker of semi-privacy
forcing them to, drink from a shared fountain while guests and suits get water-coolers
write kids off as entitled because, it's easy
blame tv and gaming
bullying and shaming
finger-point all you want, they'll point their tallest finger back at you
amidst broken mailboxes and shattered glass and stolen pumpkins
pumpkins smashed on streets they feel
don't belong to them
pumpkins smashed on streets they feel
own them
you will not find a stanza herein with an answer-
just questions and anger
give me one stick for each time an adult says
names will never hurt you
i will build one enormous faggot
names hurt in a way that's harder to fix and in a way that
lasts forever
Fag
and i don't know which made me sadder
the, caller thinking the word was an insult
or the, insulted thinking the word was worth hitting fist into face
they put, male skin and hands to, male skin and
bodies rolling and grappling on the school's corridor floor
upping heartbeats and penetrating punches
together as artists they draw
they draw blood
on canvas of 12inch-by-12inch neutral tiles
all from violence
nothing from love
because male love is gross
despicable
ostracizable
yet using your birth-given hands hurting another human being is
worth bragging about in the cafeteria
adds points to status-counts
blame schools, blame kids, blame parents
politicians, and media
squeezing them into our babysitter-buildings by the hundreds
providing each a, half-locker of semi-privacy
forcing them to, drink from a shared fountain while guests and suits get water-coolers
write kids off as entitled because, it's easy
blame tv and gaming
bullying and shaming
finger-point all you want, they'll point their tallest finger back at you
amidst broken mailboxes and shattered glass and stolen pumpkins
pumpkins smashed on streets they feel
don't belong to them
pumpkins smashed on streets they feel
own them
you will not find a stanza herein with an answer-
just questions and anger
give me one stick for each time an adult says
names will never hurt you
i will build one enormous faggot
names hurt in a way that's harder to fix and in a way that
lasts forever
#882 everything good
4th, 5th, home to 1st
rising action, climax, denouement
intro, conflict, resolution
tension, more tension, release
rising action, climax, denouement
intro, conflict, resolution
tension, more tension, release
September 15, 2011
#881 the bear facts of a misunderstanding
drunk idiots
someone bashed my driver side mirror
scratched my door
some drunk idiot
happened overnight while i was sleeping
someone bashed my driver side mirror
scratched my door
some drunk idiot
happened overnight while i was sleeping
September 14, 2011
#881 what is the answer
words blur
black and white turn grey
blue lines morph into daydreams
i am king of a magic planet
i am a kind king
everyone loves me
i give no homework and demand only that people worship me
the teacher asked me a question
but her voice was the ocean beside my kingdom
i did not hear the words
she looks at me for an answer
with eyes that do not show worship
black and white turn grey
blue lines morph into daydreams
i am king of a magic planet
i am a kind king
everyone loves me
i give no homework and demand only that people worship me
the teacher asked me a question
but her voice was the ocean beside my kingdom
i did not hear the words
she looks at me for an answer
with eyes that do not show worship
September 13, 2011
#880 r.i.p.
i like to read in the cemetery
it provides lots of company
but no one interrupts
i read biographies and mysteries and kids' books
whatever grabs me
i read in peace while
the others listen to my thoughts
and i lose the feeling of being a loner
just me, and the words, and the headstones
it provides lots of company
but no one interrupts
i read biographies and mysteries and kids' books
whatever grabs me
i read in peace while
the others listen to my thoughts
and i lose the feeling of being a loner
just me, and the words, and the headstones
September 12, 2011
#879 abundance
i saw something today that made me stop
a miracle
it was near the middle of a large field
breathtaking
it grew from the earth
stunning
it was a clover
one-of-a-kind
a 3-leaf clover
in a field of 3-leaf clovers
a miracle
it was near the middle of a large field
breathtaking
it grew from the earth
stunning
it was a clover
one-of-a-kind
a 3-leaf clover
in a field of 3-leaf clovers
September 11, 2011
#878 the happy life of my grampy
the radio on the washer
the swing in the backyard
a bucket for blueberries
a stick for fishing
a sharp chainsaw
a full-tank truck
these are the luxuries in a happy life
the swing in the backyard
a bucket for blueberries
a stick for fishing
a sharp chainsaw
a full-tank truck
these are the luxuries in a happy life
September 9, 2011
#877 after the first day back
he is in grade 3
on his way home
his heavy head rattles against the bus window
massaging his brain
the bus stops and he jumps awake, his stop
his shining shos walk down the aisle and down the stairs and into the driveway
on his way home
his heavy head rattles against the bus window
massaging his brain
the bus stops and he jumps awake, his stop
his shining shos walk down the aisle and down the stairs and into the driveway
September 7, 2011
#876 clover
a pair of 3-leaf clovers met last week
when each had lived three-fourths of an average clover life
and formed something new
yes, there were still two clovers
but something new had also formed
the new thing was not a 6-leaf clover
it was not a clover
when each had lived three-fourths of an average clover life
and formed something new
yes, there were still two clovers
but something new had also formed
the new thing was not a 6-leaf clover
it was not a clover
September 6, 2011
#875 lucy in disguise
diamonds in the skies
diamonds in disguise
diamonds in her eyes
diamonds in disguise
diamonds in disguise
diamonds in her eyes
diamonds in disguise
September 1, 2011
#874 "what could be better than now"
as he walks through the music shop, guitars clamour
like front-row teenage groupies
hoping he'll touch them, choose them
that he will enable them to realize a new self in themselves
the speed and the silence and the noise, the forms and the innovation
this is truth in the form of sound waves
this is music
like front-row teenage groupies
hoping he'll touch them, choose them
that he will enable them to realize a new self in themselves
the speed and the silence and the noise, the forms and the innovation
this is truth in the form of sound waves
this is music
August 31, 2011
#873 teachers teach, painters paint, and writers write
writing is not about waiting for a muse to visit,
but about what you do while waiting for the visit
writing is putting letters together,
and good writing is re-writing those letters,
in head or on paper
i have 26 tools in my writers tool kit,
some are used more often,
others for precision work
but that's all it is:
26 letters, discipline, and doing it
but about what you do while waiting for the visit
writing is putting letters together,
and good writing is re-writing those letters,
in head or on paper
i have 26 tools in my writers tool kit,
some are used more often,
others for precision work
but that's all it is:
26 letters, discipline, and doing it
August 30, 2011
#872 the school of Mr. Hathaway
i ignored her larger-than-life life
assuming no talent lived there
but then came her death,
larger than her life
and, as all too often
i found her talent and her soul
through her death
and still i wonder
what tortures these souls
assuming no talent lived there
but then came her death,
larger than her life
and, as all too often
i found her talent and her soul
through her death
and still i wonder
what tortures these souls
August 29, 2011
#871 human, being
not self-criticizing
not complaining
not talking over others
not thinking ahead
not planning
not even reflecting
just sitting
breathing
being
not complaining
not talking over others
not thinking ahead
not planning
not even reflecting
just sitting
breathing
being
August 24, 2011
#870 dos cervezas por favor
his skin is dark, from centuries of sun
his language makes a doctor's prescription musical
he throws out more food in a day than his large, young family will see in a month
he smiles and speeds and sweats
smiles when watched, because it pays 150 pesos a day
smiles when alone, because he is among the lucky
his language makes a doctor's prescription musical
he throws out more food in a day than his large, young family will see in a month
he smiles and speeds and sweats
smiles when watched, because it pays 150 pesos a day
smiles when alone, because he is among the lucky
August 19, 2011
#869 bling
his favourite colour is brown
calming, peaceful, relaxing, practical
maybe even boring
and these are what he vows to her
her favourite is a crazy aqua-turqoise
fun, breathtaking, bright, full of life
opposite of boring
and these are the things he vows to appreciate in her
calming, peaceful, relaxing, practical
maybe even boring
and these are what he vows to her
her favourite is a crazy aqua-turqoise
fun, breathtaking, bright, full of life
opposite of boring
and these are the things he vows to appreciate in her
August 18, 2011
#868 memory upon memory
six of them all on one couch
the memory of the last time and
the memory of the picture, blend
altering truth, updating it
as another memory is snapped, another memory built
the memory of the last time and
the memory of the picture, blend
altering truth, updating it
as another memory is snapped, another memory built
August 12, 2011
#867 the calendar hanging from the nail on the kitchen wall
searching for the good ol' days
in overpriced meals and expensive alcohol
days we did not know were good ol' days
until they were disposed of
along with the calendars in which they were blocked and recorded
time is a depressing friend
and depression is the sound of fear winning
the fear our best days are our yesterdays
the fear we are living a drawn out denouement
in overpriced meals and expensive alcohol
days we did not know were good ol' days
until they were disposed of
along with the calendars in which they were blocked and recorded
time is a depressing friend
and depression is the sound of fear winning
the fear our best days are our yesterdays
the fear we are living a drawn out denouement
August 11, 2011
#866 i get around town
i drive, the gas tank full, mine empty
the bobble-head terrier mocks me from my dashboard
my speed is going up
my life is going down
100% tread left on my tires
0% for me, wires poking through rubber
the radio is silent
my thoughts scream blind spots are clear
but these objects in the mirror, are closer than they appear
the bobble-head terrier mocks me from my dashboard
my speed is going up
my life is going down
100% tread left on my tires
0% for me, wires poking through rubber
the radio is silent
my thoughts scream blind spots are clear
but these objects in the mirror, are closer than they appear
August 10, 2011
#865 "sat on a fence but it don't work"
the belt tightens around my chest
as demands pile with to-do lists on scrap-bits of paper
rescued from the recycle bin
red ink, blue ink, graphite
these are my bosses
and that's the last belt-notch
as demands pile with to-do lists on scrap-bits of paper
rescued from the recycle bin
red ink, blue ink, graphite
these are my bosses
and that's the last belt-notch
August 9, 2011
#864 Deadly Crash at 4th Street and 1st
even though Smalltown was a small town indeed then
Mr. Morton and Mr. Gregors owned similar businesses, competitors fierce
they were friends as kids but that went down one Saturday evening
a misunderstanding involving a missed curfew, and a sister full of teenage tears
now one Tuesday, each drove his black car for work
with passengers in the back, more silent than a ride in a music-less elevator
from North and from East, both men approached one 4-way stop
each thinking i'll beat that jerk
years of anger came down on their accelerators
before the sounds of metal and glass hit the intersection of 4th Street and 1st
Morton was silent and Gregors let go a string of reflexive curses
and that is Smalltownville's story, of the crash of two hearses
Mr. Morton and Mr. Gregors owned similar businesses, competitors fierce
they were friends as kids but that went down one Saturday evening
a misunderstanding involving a missed curfew, and a sister full of teenage tears
now one Tuesday, each drove his black car for work
with passengers in the back, more silent than a ride in a music-less elevator
from North and from East, both men approached one 4-way stop
each thinking i'll beat that jerk
years of anger came down on their accelerators
before the sounds of metal and glass hit the intersection of 4th Street and 1st
Morton was silent and Gregors let go a string of reflexive curses
and that is Smalltownville's story, of the crash of two hearses
August 8, 2011
#863 clanched fists and shallow breaths
here's to anger
for your motivation
for your help in stopping the unacceptable things in this world
here's to anger
for speaking up
for action
for the energy you create
physical, spiritual, emotional
for your motivation
for your help in stopping the unacceptable things in this world
here's to anger
for speaking up
for action
for the energy you create
physical, spiritual, emotional
August 6, 2011
August 5, 2011
#861 picking the melody
fretting away our frets
stress leaves in soundwaves
turning into good memories
changing chords and outlooks
tuning up and tuning in
stress leaves in soundwaves
turning into good memories
changing chords and outlooks
tuning up and tuning in
August 4, 2011
#860 helmets are mandatory
there is no inspiration for life any strong than death
yet we squirm to talk about it
death
death
death
our fear of death
has grown into a fear of age
and now, with policies and safety
with helmets and seatbelts
we are growing a fear of life, of living
yet we squirm to talk about it
death
death
death
our fear of death
has grown into a fear of age
and now, with policies and safety
with helmets and seatbelts
we are growing a fear of life, of living
August 3, 2011
#859 a snapshot
old pictures deceive
confusing one generation with the next
playing tricks on my present
adjusting and influencing my past
and now
instead of having a few treasured moments
we have a hundred pictures a month that count for nothing
only filling up memory not my own
confusing one generation with the next
playing tricks on my present
adjusting and influencing my past
and now
instead of having a few treasured moments
we have a hundred pictures a month that count for nothing
only filling up memory not my own
August 2, 2011
#858 mountains
what was once a mountain
is now a smooth wrinkle in the land
coming east to mountains
like visiting your kindergarten school for sky-high coathooks
these hills' beauty demand there own awe
but for height these eyes have new perspective
is now a smooth wrinkle in the land
coming east to mountains
like visiting your kindergarten school for sky-high coathooks
these hills' beauty demand there own awe
but for height these eyes have new perspective
August 1, 2011
#857 memories and old underwear
i will not throw them out
they are old and tattered
worn and frayed
unattractive and ugly to some
but they are mine
i cannot throw them out
someday i might lose them
but i cannot throw them out
they are old and tattered
worn and frayed
unattractive and ugly to some
but they are mine
i cannot throw them out
someday i might lose them
but i cannot throw them out
July 31, 2011
#856 the crybaby
she thinks her bruise is big
like a kid who thinks they're dying at the sight of their own blood
and we let her think it's a big deal
that we think she's tough
with her Ziplock baggie of ice and her Band-Aid
like a kid who thinks they're dying at the sight of their own blood
and we let her think it's a big deal
that we think she's tough
with her Ziplock baggie of ice and her Band-Aid
July 28, 2011
#855 Y
the ratio is wrong
to many mean nice words
beautiful phony smiles
no elegant behaviour to impress the other half
each word has hidden meanings
and feelings are something to stab before yours get stabbed
July 27, 2011
#854 upon cleaning the closet
no more clutter
no more floor-covering crumpled jeans
no more dust bunnies
no more mismatched socks
no more scraps of paper with scrawled to-do lists
no more
i cleaned the closet today
and promised myself to keep it tidy this time
again
no more floor-covering crumpled jeans
no more dust bunnies
no more mismatched socks
no more scraps of paper with scrawled to-do lists
no more
i cleaned the closet today
and promised myself to keep it tidy this time
again
July 26, 2011
#853 853
readers are impressed i have 853
that i wrote them all myself
writers are impressed i write one a day
that i share the ones that aren't ready
which impresses you more?
that i wrote them all myself
writers are impressed i write one a day
that i share the ones that aren't ready
which impresses you more?
#852 dry clean only
two men, friends
not best friends, but good friends
the first, dressed sharp
expensive leather shoes
expensive watch
clothes pressed, no wrinkles
the second, dressed haphazard
faded t-shirt
jeans that don't see the washer until they show stains
mismatched socks worn threadbare
the clothes make the man the first man said
trying to be helpful
to offer advice he'd learned
the second man smiled
glancing at the juxtaposing attires
i think
the man makes the clothes
not best friends, but good friends
the first, dressed sharp
expensive leather shoes
expensive watch
clothes pressed, no wrinkles
the second, dressed haphazard
faded t-shirt
jeans that don't see the washer until they show stains
mismatched socks worn threadbare
the clothes make the man the first man said
trying to be helpful
to offer advice he'd learned
the second man smiled
glancing at the juxtaposing attires
i think
the man makes the clothes
July 25, 2011
#851 overprotecting
boys
in push-up positions
drinking from the brook
the same brook where horses crap and algae grows
cold clear quenching water
they finish and sit by the brook
talking of whatever boys of that age
before girls dominate conversation
then they go back to the yard and find baseball gloves and a once orange hockeyball
they arrive in the kitchen for supper
hungry, home
and they grow up
healthy, happy
in push-up positions
drinking from the brook
the same brook where horses crap and algae grows
cold clear quenching water
they finish and sit by the brook
talking of whatever boys of that age
before girls dominate conversation
then they go back to the yard and find baseball gloves and a once orange hockeyball
they arrive in the kitchen for supper
hungry, home
and they grow up
healthy, happy
July 24, 2011
#850 self-injure or self-endure?
universes swell while jesus plays toilet tag in the alley
kids use mower blades as weapons
while Christians sit content in proper pews
toddlers ecstatic over someone else's trash
while towns and cities self-hypnotize in half hour segments
and i type a poem about the problems
like a helpless teen gently cuts her wrists
letting enough pain and pressure out to get through another day
but not enough to fix even one problem
kids use mower blades as weapons
while Christians sit content in proper pews
toddlers ecstatic over someone else's trash
while towns and cities self-hypnotize in half hour segments
and i type a poem about the problems
like a helpless teen gently cuts her wrists
letting enough pain and pressure out to get through another day
but not enough to fix even one problem
July 23, 2011
#849 "rocking horse of time"
we all want release
some, like me, achieve it through tv
the ones have stories that can make a sax talk
do it through drugs
but we all seek release
from the feeling we don't belong
and maybe we're all right
some, like me, achieve it through tv
the ones have stories that can make a sax talk
do it through drugs
but we all seek release
from the feeling we don't belong
and maybe we're all right
July 22, 2011
#848 exterior
peel away your layers of paint
each added to hide something you didn't like
pressure wash
strip your walls to nothing
scrape if need be
then choose your colour
and apply
each added to hide something you didn't like
pressure wash
strip your walls to nothing
scrape if need be
then choose your colour
and apply
July 21, 2011
#847 objects and objections
waiting in the passenger seat
in a parking lot
i daydream, staring at the side mirror
i remember my first grey hair
but when did the salt first outnumber the pepper
i stare at my age
at my future
thinking of the life left in front of me
of my mortality
adds weight to the words on the mirror
my hand finds the handle
my should leans in to open the door
i stand up on the asphalt
stretch
walk around the front of the car
and get in the driver seat
in a parking lot
i daydream, staring at the side mirror
i remember my first grey hair
but when did the salt first outnumber the pepper
i stare at my age
at my future
thinking of the life left in front of me
of my mortality
adds weight to the words on the mirror
my hand finds the handle
my should leans in to open the door
i stand up on the asphalt
stretch
walk around the front of the car
and get in the driver seat
July 19, 2011
#846 staying busy
the buzz of doing pushes me ahead of the dog of grief
biting at my heels
stopping is dangerous
but inevitable
and when stopping happens
i will be ripped to shreds
biting at my heels
stopping is dangerous
but inevitable
and when stopping happens
i will be ripped to shreds
July 18, 2011
#845 canadian summer
sunscreen and sandal tan
pasta salad and lemonade
green grass and blue sky
barbecue and smoke from campfire
icing bright drinks and playing yard games
hot steering wheels and hands out car windows
scorching outdoor asphalt and cool indoor concrete
sand between toes and summer on your feet
pasta salad and lemonade
green grass and blue sky
barbecue and smoke from campfire
icing bright drinks and playing yard games
hot steering wheels and hands out car windows
scorching outdoor asphalt and cool indoor concrete
sand between toes and summer on your feet
July 17, 2011
#844 check
sweat and dirt mix on my skin
and feel great
a clean garage
a visible tangible result
each thing in its place
above a fresh-swept floor
my soul needed that
and feel great
a clean garage
a visible tangible result
each thing in its place
above a fresh-swept floor
my soul needed that
July 16, 2011
#843 relaxing before bed
eyes closed
i pinch the bridge of my nose
with thumb and index
trying to squeeze away all the to-do list items
i failed to accomplish today
like yesterday and the day before
but for my last few birthdays
a fact has been growing in front of me
tomorrows are a limited resource
i pinch the bridge of my nose
with thumb and index
trying to squeeze away all the to-do list items
i failed to accomplish today
like yesterday and the day before
but for my last few birthdays
a fact has been growing in front of me
tomorrows are a limited resource
July 15, 2011
#842 miner covered in coal dust
he is a ghost
the weight of colour tricks my eyes
the whites of his eyes glow and seem to float
not belonging to his black face
his black body
his black clothes
his eyes remind me of one of pac-man's retreating ghosts
traveling without body
the illusion causes a fear in me
a fear i stifle
a fear not unlike that of a toddler
seeing a parent dressed as a halloween vampire
he showers, removing the costume
no longer a ghost
the weight of colour tricks my eyes
the whites of his eyes glow and seem to float
not belonging to his black face
his black body
his black clothes
his eyes remind me of one of pac-man's retreating ghosts
traveling without body
the illusion causes a fear in me
a fear i stifle
a fear not unlike that of a toddler
seeing a parent dressed as a halloween vampire
he showers, removing the costume
no longer a ghost
July 14, 2011
#841 pausing
familiar chords massage my mind
lost in the lyrics i've been listening to on repeat
my attempt
at slowing down this world while i catch up with myself
the same lyrics speak to something different each time
the music has never met the clock
an hour passes without my awareness or permission
now i must press pause
and give myself to this world
lost in the lyrics i've been listening to on repeat
my attempt
at slowing down this world while i catch up with myself
the same lyrics speak to something different each time
the music has never met the clock
an hour passes without my awareness or permission
now i must press pause
and give myself to this world
July 13, 2011
#840 launching the collection
there comes a moment
when i must dissociate myself
and push with my beak
launch my small creation
watch my baby fall
but it is not my baby
just some collection of bones and feathers
for if i admitted it was my baby
i couldn't push it out of this tiny safe bowl of grass
unknown to the world
soar or splat
i will, with detachment
feel for the pile of feathers
and soar or splat, in time
i will admit and i will second guess
i will rejoice and i will grieve
when i must dissociate myself
and push with my beak
launch my small creation
watch my baby fall
but it is not my baby
just some collection of bones and feathers
for if i admitted it was my baby
i couldn't push it out of this tiny safe bowl of grass
unknown to the world
soar or splat
i will, with detachment
feel for the pile of feathers
and soar or splat, in time
i will admit and i will second guess
i will rejoice and i will grieve
July 12, 2011
#839 concentration
the shelf and its books invite me
tempting me away from the keys and the screen and the day’s poem
but i'm here to work
...
the titles, the authors’ names, dangling straight on the spine
lined up, like carcasses at an old butchershop
waiting to be devoured
tempting me away from the keys and the screen and the
July 11, 2011
#838 in defense of the office space arson
it was his stapler
he had warned them
the world coralled him
and he drew a meager line
the issue was more than a stapler
the issue was the world disrespecting the tiny space allotted one individual
and he responded in flames
he was not a violent man
unassuming and gentle
but they took his stapler, again
i applaud him
he had warned them
the world coralled him
and he drew a meager line
the issue was more than a stapler
the issue was the world disrespecting the tiny space allotted one individual
and he responded in flames
he was not a violent man
unassuming and gentle
but they took his stapler, again
i applaud him
July 10, 2011
#837 highways and low days (1 G Em/ 2 Em G/ 3 CCCD)
swamp's full of words
sky's full with birds
heart filled with hurt
in an Earth filled with dirt
mind full of pain
a puddle full of rain
mouth empty of smiles
my highway out of miles
my Singer's out of songs
a voice hoarse from so many wrongs
my rainbow has turned black
my Forgiver turned his back
sky's full with birds
heart filled with hurt
in an Earth filled with dirt
mind full of pain
a puddle full of rain
mouth empty of smiles
my highway out of miles
my Singer's out of songs
a voice hoarse from so many wrongs
my rainbow has turned black
my Forgiver turned his back
#836 waiting for things to pick-up
spinning tires and time on his hometown main street
waiting for his future to improve
or for the right girl to notice
burning rubber and burning thoughts past the same tired falsefronts
hoping for trouble
or for distraction
changing gears but nothing else
same old radio station
same old albums
waiting for his future to improve
or for the right girl to notice
burning rubber and burning thoughts past the same tired falsefronts
hoping for trouble
or for distraction
changing gears but nothing else
same old radio station
same old albums
July 8, 2011
#835 me vs. evil
i stomp an ant and feel accomplishment
but the colony does not enough laugh at my effort
does not even notice
and the march continues
but the colony does not enough laugh at my effort
does not even notice
and the march continues
July 7, 2011
#834 in common
communism
common, communal, community
democracy
"by the people for the people"
yes, communism ignores human greed
while democracy thrives on it
and we circle the world
enforcing democracy
hypocracy
my democracy must be lived before it can be spread
and even then
my democracy can be only be planted, not enforced
common, communal, community
democracy
"by the people for the people"
yes, communism ignores human greed
while democracy thrives on it
and we circle the world
enforcing democracy
hypocracy
my democracy must be lived before it can be spread
and even then
my democracy can be only be planted, not enforced
July 6, 2011
#833 if only
i squeeze my eyes until they spot and spiral bright
alone in my adolescent bed
and aspire to being a cool kid
and fixing my world
on the news and in the cafeteria
the world is full
of things out of my control
and so
i squeeze my eyes until they spot and spiral bright
alone in my adolescent bed
alone in my adolescent bed
and aspire to being a cool kid
and fixing my world
on the news and in the cafeteria
the world is full
of things out of my control
and so
i squeeze my eyes until they spot and spiral bright
alone in my adolescent bed
July 5, 2011
#832 "sing to the mountains"
i walk this aisle that leads to the focal point of the cathedral
this is where god lives
in the traisl of a mountains
mountains formed from a multi-billion year creative dance by Earth herself
rising up for longer than humans have existed
a perfect balance of masculine and feminine
pride and humility
a life-giving blend of light and colour
power and surrender
each leaf, each footstep, each old rock
miracles
i'll raise my voice
i'll lift my heart
i'll dress my best merrel apparel
and worship nature seven days a week
this is where god lives
in the traisl of a mountains
mountains formed from a multi-billion year creative dance by Earth herself
rising up for longer than humans have existed
a perfect balance of masculine and feminine
pride and humility
a life-giving blend of light and colour
power and surrender
each leaf, each footstep, each old rock
miracles
i'll raise my voice
i'll lift my heart
i'll dress my best merrel apparel
and worship nature seven days a week
July 4, 2011
#831 i return home and he's not there anymore
my fridge died
a simple, solid, standard fridge
left-handed
the new one is good
i like it enough
it's brighter, but still, i like it
it's right-handed
it's been weeks now and still
i reach for the right side
a simple, solid, standard fridge
left-handed
the new one is good
i like it enough
it's brighter, but still, i like it
it's right-handed
it's been weeks now and still
i reach for the right side
July 3, 2011
#830 so from where does misery come
massaging your partner, relaxes you
volunteering, attracts employment
teaching material, is the best way to learn it
spending time with youth, nurtures youthfulness
volunteering, attracts employment
teaching material, is the best way to learn it
spending time with youth, nurtures youthfulness
July 2, 2011
#829 advancing laundry and language
words thrown in a hamper
rinsed and soaked and cycled
hung to dry
snap-flapped and folded
now donned for showing
rinsed and soaked and cycled
hung to dry
snap-flapped and folded
now donned for showing
July 1, 2011
#828 trades dreams
grass grows tall 'round the rusty sedan
where children play mechanic
dreaming of a future within the Nascar infield
but dreams and reality have not collided yet
the wreck is still around the corner
where children play mechanic
dreaming of a future within the Nascar infield
but dreams and reality have not collided yet
the wreck is still around the corner
#827self-fulfillment
our checklist is done
miracle of flight, check
instant global communication
technological advancement
weapons of mass destruction
check
check
check
each item is scratched
but one
miracle of flight, check
instant global communication
technological advancement
weapons of mass destruction
check
check
check
each item is scratched
but one
June 29, 2011
#826 ready for abandonment
my decision
bugs me like a post-publication cover page typo
an amaerican spelling in a canadian book about canada
but
what's done is is done
bugs me like a post-publication cover page typo
an amaerican spelling in a canadian book about canada
but
what's done is is done
June 26, 2011
#825 pike place
fish fly and voices repeat
flowers and books and people
rich tourists and poor bums
an energy and character that took years to build
flowers and books and people
rich tourists and poor bums
an energy and character that took years to build
June 24, 2011
#824 the storyteller
in her hands
the guitar tells a story
beyond the lyrics of the song
on the other side of her closed eyes
no crowd sits
just family and memories and smiles and bruises
the guitar tells a story
beyond the lyrics of the song
on the other side of her closed eyes
no crowd sits
just family and memories and smiles and bruises
June 22, 2011
#823 the art of begging
i open the fridge
behind the fridge-hum, silence
grab the cheese package
toenails click on laminate floor
hopeful eyes enter the room
the head lowered, humble
and i understand the cliches origin
behind the fridge-hum, silence
grab the cheese package
toenails click on laminate floor
hopeful eyes enter the room
the head lowered, humble
and i understand the cliches origin
June 21, 2011
#822 projection
have you ever been jealous of a kettle
it's ability to blow off steam
it's guaranteed usefulness
predictable schedule
the zero pressure to talk
you haven't... oh
me either
it's ability to blow off steam
it's guaranteed usefulness
predictable schedule
the zero pressure to talk
you haven't... oh
me either
June 20, 2011
#821 lying on the shore
fibs fade like water-rings from a rock in a lake
spreading out to invisibility
a plop that turns into silence
then walk away or,
pick up another rock
spreading out to invisibility
a plop that turns into silence
then walk away or,
pick up another rock
June 18, 2011
#820 plaid
lines crissing and crossing
thick and thin and thin and thick
colours starting and stopping
light and dark and dark and light
thick and thin and thin and thick
colours starting and stopping
light and dark and dark and light
June 16, 2011
#819 5:14
my savings account has 4 digits
counting both sides of the decimal
my future plans
include defrosting 5:30 supper in the microwave
my retirement fund and my pension are evenly matched
zero each
which makes no cents
and man,
i love my life
counting both sides of the decimal
my future plans
include defrosting 5:30 supper in the microwave
my retirement fund and my pension are evenly matched
zero each
which makes no cents
and man,
i love my life
June 15, 2011
#818 game 7 post-game show
drunk people watching drunk people commit drunken crimes
tear gas, explosions, burning cars
embarrass a city
4-0
go home
tear gas, explosions, burning cars
embarrass a city
4-0
go home
June 14, 2011
#817 we all know how love ends
Only owls hear mice move under snow
Siebert's words throw you to my mind's front
slap against the inner skull
i the mouse, you the owl
others see snow
but you sense my timidity
my scurrying, my fear of everything on the other side of this blanket
Siebert's words throw you to my mind's front
slap against the inner skull
i the mouse, you the owl
others see snow
but you sense my timidity
my scurrying, my fear of everything on the other side of this blanket
June 13, 2011
#816 it's time to stop
when life is too busy to live
when to-do lists grow, like the spider plant you've been meaning to tend
when the love of your life is someone you high-five at the door
one leaving, one arriving
when you've turned down the same good friend for 5 consecutive outings
when dirty dishes claim your sink, your counter, your kitchen, your house
when questions and demands come from every room and every phone
when to-do lists grow, like the spider plant you've been meaning to tend
when the love of your life is someone you high-five at the door
one leaving, one arriving
when you've turned down the same good friend for 5 consecutive outings
when dirty dishes claim your sink, your counter, your kitchen, your house
when questions and demands come from every room and every phone
June 12, 2011
#815 what are the chances
if you won the lottery, would you still do the same job
hang out with the same people
keep the same hobbies
would you stay the same person
chase the same dreams
play the same games
hang out with the same people
keep the same hobbies
would you stay the same person
chase the same dreams
play the same games
June 11, 2011
#814 WYBMABIITY
happy things happen at the hoz
birthdays and game 5's
and all that is good
finding the right song on the juke box
returning your bottles at the cash
imports on your right, shelly's left
three categories of wall paraphernalia
sport, farm, and random
WYBMABIITY
birthdays and game 5's
and all that is good
finding the right song on the juke box
returning your bottles at the cash
imports on your right, shelly's left
three categories of wall paraphernalia
sport, farm, and random
WYBMABIITY
June 8, 2011
June 7, 2011
#812
mount fernie looks like an ice cream fudge dessert on the counter the morning after a party
gross melty slop
frustrating because i want ice cream
i want to hike, to explore
gross melty slop
frustrating because i want ice cream
i want to hike, to explore
June 6, 2011
#811 google wacking
i lie with my guilt
@#$ the morning
instead of masterminding the mourning
for a plan for world peace
in this piece of the world
as the mask of the world falls to pieces
a poetic way to explain
adult to child
the transition
child to adult
@#$ the morning
instead of masterminding the mourning
for a plan for world peace
in this piece of the world
as the mask of the world falls to pieces
a poetic way to explain
adult to child
the transition
child to adult
June 4, 2011
#810 for Life
i relay for the golfball in my throat from the simple luminaries
i relay to remind me that Life is strong but that each life is delicate
i relay for the volunteers
i relay for all the after-school visits i made to Mary's house
i relay to meet great people
i relay for the breeze that hits my spine on seeing the yellow t-shirts
i relay for Life
i relay to remind me that Life is strong but that each life is delicate
i relay for the volunteers
i relay for all the after-school visits i made to Mary's house
i relay to meet great people
i relay for the breeze that hits my spine on seeing the yellow t-shirts
i relay for Life
June 2, 2011
#809 ted
the man inside the laptop tells me i'm tying my shoes wrong
and myself promises i, we will try the new method
for a change in habit, is a change in brain growth
and today, today, i crave a change
and myself promises i, we will try the new method
for a change in habit, is a change in brain growth
and today, today, i crave a change
June 1, 2011
#808 best of the season
game 1, first round of the play-offs
five minutes in
the commentator's voice,
like the players' play
full of energy
both forget the pay-cheque
performing for the wonder of play
for the little boy inside
who flipped and traded for cards
in the grade 6 hallway
five minutes in
the commentator's voice,
like the players' play
full of energy
both forget the pay-cheque
performing for the wonder of play
for the little boy inside
who flipped and traded for cards
in the grade 6 hallway
May 31, 2011
#807 a chore for Father
the boy mows
fearful of rocks and sticks and demons
of the ka-cha-chunk of unwanted debris
fear affects his heartrate
fear of these things and fear of Him
fearful of rocks and sticks and demons
of the ka-cha-chunk of unwanted debris
fear affects his heartrate
fear of these things and fear of Him
May 30, 2011
#806 stations
like most men whose parents outlive them, i was a little boy when i was condemned
despite popular belief, i was cross, and received wood to match my emotion
i fell on dirty dirt, but mum was there and i found the strength of simon
my sweat and filth were wiped by compassion
thanks V
i fell a second time, but by then i was beyond their ridicule, i found a new strength
hidden all my earthly life
met the daughters my knees hit earth for the third time
blood and clay, together again
stripped, nailed
dead
deposition, or lamentation, whichever you prefer
both a step to my tomb
despite popular belief, i was cross, and received wood to match my emotion
i fell on dirty dirt, but mum was there and i found the strength of simon
my sweat and filth were wiped by compassion
thanks V
i fell a second time, but by then i was beyond their ridicule, i found a new strength
hidden all my earthly life
met the daughters my knees hit earth for the third time
blood and clay, together again
stripped, nailed
dead
deposition, or lamentation, whichever you prefer
both a step to my tomb
May 29, 2011
#805 the big leagues
remember getting a run-on,
like a cfl kicker
closer and faster
as you approach it
then kick it
it goes flying, end over end
and lands seven feet away
a defeated dandelion
like a cfl kicker
closer and faster
as you approach it
then kick it
it goes flying, end over end
and lands seven feet away
a defeated dandelion
May 28, 2011
#804 sorry
stairs thump and sandwiches fly
suitcases fill and dishes rotate
never everything done
but who cares when you get away for the weekend
suitcases fill and dishes rotate
never everything done
but who cares when you get away for the weekend
May 26, 2011
#803 rain rein
rain and wet fill the town
forcing me inside my house,
inside myself
grey outside
grey inside
forcing me inside my house,
inside myself
grey outside
grey inside
May 25, 2011
#802 "it's bigger than you"
piercing strings
followed by skull-thumping bass
build up to lyrics that question man's contribution
to this blue gumball
forcing envy toward any one grain of sand
on a beach or in a playground sandbox
followed by skull-thumping bass
build up to lyrics that question man's contribution
to this blue gumball
forcing envy toward any one grain of sand
on a beach or in a playground sandbox
May 23, 2011
#801 greener on the other side
walking with my grandson, i see a leaf
resting on a rock by the fence
on the rock is a fossil
this green leaf leaf will one day fossilize
which is more beautiful, more impressive?
the green leaf or its ancient imprint?
i pick up the leaf, hand it to my grandson
but he seems more amazed by the fossil
resting on a rock by the fence
on the rock is a fossil
this green leaf leaf will one day fossilize
which is more beautiful, more impressive?
the green leaf or its ancient imprint?
i pick up the leaf, hand it to my grandson
but he seems more amazed by the fossil
May 22, 2011
#800 ALEX WAS HERE
i pour words like concrete
changeable for a finite time
setting in place from the moment they hit paper
and like the ingenious teen vandal
if i time the change just right
my words live until the sidewalk is re-done
changeable for a finite time
setting in place from the moment they hit paper
and like the ingenious teen vandal
if i time the change just right
my words live until the sidewalk is re-done
May 21, 2011
#799 ferris wheel churning
time is a conspiracy
clock tic corruption
time zones and twilight zones
hands spin against, forcing motivation
each moves at its rate
climbing left, falling right
ferris wheel stomachs for those who watch too close
and the digital hides its progress in 60 second bits
arbitrary units invented by the clock's own existence
clock tic corruption
time zones and twilight zones
hands spin against, forcing motivation
each moves at its rate
climbing left, falling right
ferris wheel stomachs for those who watch too close
and the digital hides its progress in 60 second bits
arbitrary units invented by the clock's own existence
May 20, 2011
#798 CG Y Hate, the red plate
I LOVE Fernie.This place.
Smalltown pace, knowing the clerk’s face, night-time drum-n-bass, mountain-sheltered … space
godly things, NEW chocolate shops, OLD stumpy, up 3 sisters, down 3 kings,
familiar eyes and lawn trimmed perfect by, old Italian guy
But tonight my slam is for all CAPITAL-A CAPITAL-B HATERS
who, like me, ever said “BEEP BEEPIN, red-platers”
Birthday brats, we brag, unwilling to share
But these mountains are not ours or theirs
Though wrapped in green ribbon and white bow,
by the, Higher Powers. The Powers-That-Be,
Powers that be wishin’ we seein’ their vision.
of Kindness, Understanding, Respct-
But heck
I play the game in my mind, SUV pulls in from my blind
Cuts me off without pity like 2nd ave is his Cow-Town city
RED-plate, but I don’t hate
I used to seethe, now I breathe
you see, SUV slaves to collect enough… paper quadrilaterals
to enjoy the mountain, saddle-bowls
And when I city-drive, I need to draw on rage, release my
Mario-Andretti, psycho-speedin horn-honkin, finger-flippin INNER BEAST
okay, I’m not that bad, but here’s my pledge
I WILL NOT JUDGE CALGARY BY ITS WORST EXAMPLES
plenty of BLEEP BLEEPS in this town, my hikers and campers
Weekdays SUV chooses to, make Big Money; weekdays I choose to, ride Big Money
Mr SUV is 5-lane insane Mcleod Trail-men-tality
Not because he, wants to be, not because he tries to see?
but because that’s 5 days of his 7, workin’ to afford … condo in heaven
I’ll close by stealin', words aristotelian “We ARE what we repeatedly do”
So I ask you, see G Y hate, the red-plate Why CG Y
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